0. Editor’s Note
- First Light Of A Crooked Sun
— August Linn
- Machine Learning — Tan Jing Min
- Grape, Backwards — ash chua
- And They All Lived: Remembering the Happy Smiley Writers Group — Ng Yi-Sheng
- Searching for One’s Roots 2.0 — Shawn Seah
- Island — Stephany Zoo
- Falling into a black hole — Ann Grá
- Monsoon Season — Zavier Seow
- The Winter of Our Science-Fiction Discontent, Part 2
— Vivekanandan Sharan
- When They Burned the Butterfly: An Interview with Wen-yi — Megan Chee
- Strange New Worlds — Brandon David Servos
— Vivekanandan Sharan
Falling into a black hole
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Ann Grá
Ann Grá is a science fiction fan and writer, three times finalist for the Hugo Awards as a fanzine co-editor of Journey Planet. Ann loves cinema and promotes Irish films worldwide, and currently resides in Thailand. You can find Ann at anngry.com and @anngraigh on Instagram and X.
The abyss gluttonously devouring
a thick tome of Brodsky’s poems
without even skimming the sacred words,
without realising all that it’s worth.
Next goes a crowd of candles scented
with autumnal spices and rotten leaves—
decay distilled into fragrant smoke,
decay of her homeland on Earth;
then her logarithmic ruler going rogue,
all numbers jumbled, disarrayed;
a disintegrating framed family photo
follows next in the desolate parade;
life artifacts disappear one by one
whooshing past the finite line
like apparitions through time.
No heavy sighs. What’s done is done.
Left bare by herself in a spacesuit
with a reflex reaching out for survival.
Circling and closing on the horizon,
wishing for a triumphant return,
the harsh finality is hard to process,
a whole personal eternity to churn.
Coming back to the beginning…
What could have been done
for this fatal journey to recoil?
And if time were broken, could it
have brought this starship back home?
And if so—could it transport value,
a souvenir of wondrous discovery
for hopes of rebuilding the dome
of forgiveness and nature recovery?
Like a moth, all those days
she lived in the past one by one
in a steady unwavering line,
nearing the total absence of light.
Now—if now is a passable term—
in an extended moment before the fall
she’s perceiving the past as perfect
and the present as semi-continuous
while nothing in the future is certain.
Mindbogglingly but finally somehow
the tenses got tamed, sorted and clear,
ironically, in the space where time
has stopped its existence.
Approaching the rim of the realm
where light and dark together reign
she says goodbyes and—
transcending into a contradictory plane—
she watches a mercurial line carving
the viewport with intricate lace
as if innocent rain was possible still
in the dark vastness of space.